Annoyed

Despite a raise and a few decent days, I fear a shake down is occurring. Unknown is if it is meant to weed out those who do a crappy job and hate being here or if it is to get rid of those who do their jobs and do them well, but cost too much money to keep. All I know for sure is that I am tired. Long days, longer nights and a growing worry in my stomach for what I know is coming quickly for the one I once loved. It is what it is, I suppose and he brought it upon himself.

Maybe it's just the dark clouds in the sky causing the dark clouds in my mind... or maybe I just should have stayed in bed this morning.