Went bowling the other night with some friends. It would be safe to say that I absolutely suck at it. Heh. I haven't been bowling since last New Years Eve. It was good to get out though. I'm shocked at the amount of old friends who have suddenly reappeared in my life. It's like deja vu... I guess I didn't realize how many people got pushed aside for Paul.
Anxious for the divorce date. I am so ready to have him OUT of my life for good! Ready to get him and his ho out of my house and get it deloused. ;) I'm gonna throw a "freedom party" and invite everyone. I'm so excited! :) It's a far cry from how I was a month and a half ago... I guess through the process of unpacking the last two and a half years in my mind, I've stopped being in denial about who/what Paul was. Yeah, it hurt a lot to admit, but I feel free... there are so many things I wouldn't have been able to do if I'd stayed with him and frankly, he's on a very dangerous path right now. This is the best for me.
I'm supposed to go to Tennessee on or around January 5th and then to see Ielber, Ferber and Rewber sometime toward the end of January... and then the 25th I start the new job! :) I hope to get everything situated so that I can move out around June/July. I'm gonna need a roommate... hoping my best friend moves up this way. If not, I'm contemplating asking my buddy... but I dunno... it could be weird... especially after the smooch that occurred the other day. Oh, man. That kinda knocked my socks off. Wasn't expecting it. Not ready for that kind of stuff yet. Ha.
Anyway, just wanted to update so ya'll knew I was still kicking. :) For Caitlin, I'll be sending you the pages here in a few days... I've condensed chapters and added some stuff... for Rachel, if you want to read, I'll need your email address. Jennifer, I'll forward the whole thing to you, too. :)
Peace be with you. LOL
Anxious for the divorce date. I am so ready to have him OUT of my life for good! Ready to get him and his ho out of my house and get it deloused. ;) I'm gonna throw a "freedom party" and invite everyone. I'm so excited! :) It's a far cry from how I was a month and a half ago... I guess through the process of unpacking the last two and a half years in my mind, I've stopped being in denial about who/what Paul was. Yeah, it hurt a lot to admit, but I feel free... there are so many things I wouldn't have been able to do if I'd stayed with him and frankly, he's on a very dangerous path right now. This is the best for me.
I'm supposed to go to Tennessee on or around January 5th and then to see Ielber, Ferber and Rewber sometime toward the end of January... and then the 25th I start the new job! :) I hope to get everything situated so that I can move out around June/July. I'm gonna need a roommate... hoping my best friend moves up this way. If not, I'm contemplating asking my buddy... but I dunno... it could be weird... especially after the smooch that occurred the other day. Oh, man. That kinda knocked my socks off. Wasn't expecting it. Not ready for that kind of stuff yet. Ha.
Anyway, just wanted to update so ya'll knew I was still kicking. :) For Caitlin, I'll be sending you the pages here in a few days... I've condensed chapters and added some stuff... for Rachel, if you want to read, I'll need your email address. Jennifer, I'll forward the whole thing to you, too. :)
Peace be with you. LOL
"...Who's gonna love you when it all falls down?
And who's gonna love you when your bankroll runs out?
Who's gonna care when the novelty's over?
When the star of the show isn't you anymore?
Nobody!
Your pain is so deep rooted,
What will your life become?
Sure, you hide it, but you're lost and lonesome.
Still just a frail, shook one.
I guess your momma never told you
That what goes around comes back around. Pow!.."
so glad you're enjoying life :)
ReplyDeleteand for the book: xie xie! (thank you in Chinese) I'll be waiting for it! I have some free time this week, so the sooner the better