I had a really great day today. :) Today started out with a sweet email from a friend. I got up and went to town and checked my mailbox at the post office and had a letter from another friend. After that, I met an old high school friend for coffee in town and had a lovely chat about life, work, love... it was good to have some "girl talk". :)
When I got home, I talked with my best friend for an hour or so while I got ready to go visit my buddy. I got myself all dolled up and headed to Hartford and spent a few hours with him and giggled and had lot of fun.
It was just so good to get out and to not feel guilty for having friends or spending time with people who make me laugh and smile... When I got home tonight, I dished with two good friends and a cousin-in-law and it was exciting to just... be alive. For so long, I've lived under someone's thumb. I'm so happy to just be free... to be able to laugh and play and sit in the presence of another man without worrying that I'm going to go home and get psychologically tortured for it.
I can have friends of any gender and see them whenever I want and I don't have to feel guilty or be made to feel guilty! It's great! :)
Tomorrow's Christmas Eve and I'm ready to see some family and sit around and reminisce. I've got so much to look forward to! Karaoke with good friends... a trip to Tennessee the first week of January... hanging out with my buddy... all kinds of great things including A JOB! I start on the 25th of January! :)
And the date for the divorce is February 25th and I'll be free of the psycho I married! I'm so excited for that!!! :) My whole life is in front of me and there's nothing holding me back. :) Today has been a wonderful day and I can't wait to see what happens tomorrow. :)
When I got home, I talked with my best friend for an hour or so while I got ready to go visit my buddy. I got myself all dolled up and headed to Hartford and spent a few hours with him and giggled and had lot of fun.
It was just so good to get out and to not feel guilty for having friends or spending time with people who make me laugh and smile... When I got home tonight, I dished with two good friends and a cousin-in-law and it was exciting to just... be alive. For so long, I've lived under someone's thumb. I'm so happy to just be free... to be able to laugh and play and sit in the presence of another man without worrying that I'm going to go home and get psychologically tortured for it.
I can have friends of any gender and see them whenever I want and I don't have to feel guilty or be made to feel guilty! It's great! :)
Tomorrow's Christmas Eve and I'm ready to see some family and sit around and reminisce. I've got so much to look forward to! Karaoke with good friends... a trip to Tennessee the first week of January... hanging out with my buddy... all kinds of great things including A JOB! I start on the 25th of January! :)
And the date for the divorce is February 25th and I'll be free of the psycho I married! I'm so excited for that!!! :) My whole life is in front of me and there's nothing holding me back. :) Today has been a wonderful day and I can't wait to see what happens tomorrow. :)
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